Tuesday, August 30, 2005

september hatchlings

wow we is got a lutta septemberies!!

uh oh... lyd's gettin broker by the minute! hur hur hur
k la aint dat bad.... tis for all my lovely frens!

hatch days only occur once a yr anyway...
n outta e gdness of moi heart i shall b kind, loving, caring, generous, giving, selfless, acceptable, altruistic, beneficent, benevolent, big, bounteous, bountiful, charitable, chivalrous, considerate, easy, equitable, excellent, fair, free, good, greathearted, helpful, high-minded, honest, honorable, hospitable, just, kind, kindhearted, kindly, lavish, liberal, lofty, loose, magnanimous, moderate, munificent, noble, open-handed, philanthropic, princely, prodigal, profuse, reasonable, soft touch, thoughtful, tolerant, ungrudging, unselfish, unsparing, unstinting, willing and the list goes on...

yup. i noe dis aint christmas but me tinks i shant gif out christmas prezzies la.. shall jus gif my love to my lovely frens on christmas, pray for them and wish dem well :)
ok so y hav i talked abt christmas...? heh
soooosolly...

so to all em' preeetty babes and hunky dories,
!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!
love ya'll!!
hope u all hav many many gd yrs ahead!
god bless u and all ur loved ones!!
all the best in ur endeavours ahead!! ;)

mum mum time


it's feeding time!! haaha

more peekturesss


*wondering*

peeekturrressss


Carl's Jnr!! dat's MY burger!!!! yum yum yum - chomp chomp chomp
hahaha

peeektures!


isnt dat a yummy-licious bowl of noodles?! it's my cuzy's favourite. =) miss ya cuzy

more peektures


Herbbie!! isnt dat so cute?? hehe
beefy, they named a car aft u!! weeeeee~!
=P

peek!tures!

me eating 'tao huay' hahaha do i look satisfied?! ;)

2nd runner up

ok Lyd's next favourite song frm the latest Craig David's album is:

Johnny

It's another day at school and he's just walking out the door
Got his nap sack on his back and his feet dragging on the floor
Always late, but when he's questioned he can't think of what to say
Hows the bruises from the teacher he's hoping that they go away
Even though his mom and dad they both got problems of their own
Called a .. 22 but he'd still rather be at home
Crys himself to sleep and prays when he wakes up things might have changed
But everythings still the same (But didn't you say)
You always said that I should speak up, Mmm....
But it seems like all the things you said to me before mean nothing at all
Because...


I keep telling you that Johnny's hitting me
Thats why I'm late for school (but you never listen)
Instead you always seem to end up blaming me for things I didn't do
(For what it's worth) I didn't even want to tell you anything in case it made things worse
(Just so you know) Every time I say that Johnny's hitting me
Hey Mom and Dad it hurts


Everyday keeps on repeating like the record on replay
Slowly getting off the bus with Johnny waiting at the gates
Like a friend smiling and waveing and called him out his name
Put his arm around his neck whats up now gimme all your change
Too afraid to make a scene or plead with him to let him go
He just takes whatevers coming, feels the pain with every blow
Trys in vain to make himself be heard as soon as he gets home
But everythings still the same... (But didn't you say)
You always said that I should speak up, Mmm....
But it seems like all the things you said to me before mean nothing at all

Because...
I keep telling you that Johnny's hitting me
Thats why I'm late for school (but you never listen)
Instead you always seem to end up blaming me for things I didn't do
(For what it's worth) I didn't even want to tell you anything in case it made things worse
(Just so you know) Every time I say that Johnny's hitting me
Hey Mom and Dad it hurts


You always said that I should speak up, Mmm...
And to never be afraid to come and tell you if I needed to talk (If I needed to talk, Yeah)
Well I don't know the meaning of love, Mmm...
Cause it seems like all the things you said to me before mean nothing at all (Mean nothing at all)Because....


I keep telling you that Johnny's hitting me
Thats why I'm late for school (but you never listen)
Instead you always seem to end up blaming me for things I didn't do
(For what it's worth) I didn't even want to tell you anything in case it made things worse
(Just so you know) Every time I say that Johnny's hitting me
Hey Mom and Dad it hurts

a great new song

!!newly found!!
song no. 1, top of Lydia's music charts currently...
great music, great lyrics! -- highly recommended!
from Craig David's latest album, the story goes

Never Should Have Walked Away

I can sit and try to figure out the reasons why, you were always going out alone.
I thought that you were meeting with some other guy, all those times you weren't at home.
I was wrong but then I didn't understand, what you were trying to say to me.
I thought that you were busy making other plans, none of those including me.
But then I always had, too many insecurities.
Why didn't I just decide to let it be?


I never should have walked away.
I should've been there for you babe.
I know I handled this all wrong.
I swear, I didn't know.
Things are never gonna be the same, and I know I'm the one to blame.
I've gone and left you torn, baby (Well I didn't know)


I remember it so clear when I got the call, it was the hospital on the phone.
They told me how you slipped and had a nasty fall, and would I come and take you home.
Now that was bad enough but they had more to say, felt like the words came out so slow.
"I'm afraid she lost the baby, but she'll be ok."
and I didn't even know.
But now I see I should've been there from the start, instead of letting it all fall apart.


I didn't know what was wrong.
Girl I didn't know.


I hope you know I never meant to hurt you girl,
but I was way too blind to see, that you were only trying to protect me girl,
I wish you'd had more faith in me.
Now I realize that I've let you down, and you have reasons to act that way.
I thought that you were cheating when you weren't around, thats why I had to walk away.


But girl looking back, in spite of all that we've been through,
I'm asking is there still a chance for me and you?

Saturday, August 27, 2005

so fulfilling

was out wif Fie today, n we managed to purchase 3bday presents!
so fulfilling!! ;)

jus hope the receivees will like their presents la

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on a different note,
wonder how sch will be like dis comin week......


well, altho i caught a lil glitch dis week, i'm feelin back in tip top condition again!
:)
my engine is back in full order alr - i tink! haha :p

had a presentation earlier dis week, on wed, 240805
tis was a pretty productive day for me i must say
presentation went smoothly even tho i had a bad throat!
seems like my grp did exceptionally well too when we had debrief, we were told dat our slides were well done n really good.

i even had a personal compliment frm my lecturer, Patricia!
it jus made me feel a-ok man!
jus when i thot i was so nervous and everything... haa!
best part is i onli practiced half an hr b4 my presentation! *shrugs*
well, at least my 1st experienced gained here in SIM.

good la. i'm pleased.
hopefully my week ahead will be a good one too. :)
hope the best for all u guys too!

peace.

ANNOUNCEMENT

CRAIG DAVID'S NEW ALBUM : THE STORY GOES is out!!!

go grab a copy frm a music store near u!
pls do not conform to music piracy!
pls buy an original album!

thank u! =)

Monday, August 22, 2005

great company

thanks to beefy & javvy who nvr fails to make my 'end-of-the week' so nice everytime
thanks for always being dere for me thru the gd & bad times
sorry if i had been a temperamental & spoilt girl

thanks for making time for our frenship
thanks for the calling card so i cud talk to Grace
thanks for the wonderful frenship and company which i will always always cherish

BEC: pls dun fly our kite agn!! :P look forward to seeing ya!

at nite in the car


abt to head back to church to pick my parents

us again


jus b4 we left kallang..

my baby!


hugging my precious in church b4 Herbby & Javvy left for home.. -taken by none other den my gd ol' bro Herbby! ;)

3 stooges


us being silly.. n trigger happy.. great pals

me driving!


Driving along Kallang on route to pick Javern frm Kallang MRT b4 i got lost bcos of the re-route & detour. heh

Thursday, August 18, 2005

going under

i duno how much more of dis i can take
fuck my brain is not functioning normally anymore

is it jus me or are things getting from bad to worst?
i seem to be losing grip of things ard me
wad's happening

dis cant happen now
not when everything is peaking

damn shit.
everything is a mess.
1 big huge mess.

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

cheated

CURRENT MOOD: ANGRY
I'VE BEEN CHEATED!!!!!!!!

damn it!! i dun believe dis man!!! i was so cheated!
paid $5 for my spss class for NOTHING!!
dere was NO CLASS!
i went all the way to Clementi - for NOTHING!!

they din even announce on our student portal dat other classes were cancelled!
damn it
am i stupid or dumb!
damn student care services - my arse!

kaoz i really duno man..
dat evelyn woman said she came at least 6 times to annouce for a reshuffling of classes but how come i din hear??
how come me alex n fanis din noe?
she said almost half of the class came for the renewed dates
where did the other half go den?
looks like the 3 of us r part of the other half.

*sigh* now dere's no refresher course for us for spss.
duno how sia liddat.
none of the 6 of us have attended the course.
great jus great
now we'll b having great difficulties using the spss system and analysing the data
cos we cant quite recall how to do it!!!

perfect.

today, tuesday, is not a gd day.
doesnt help dat Alex's grandma jus passed away dis morn.
felt so bad cos i was lost for words to console him.
perhaps i shud drop by the wake?
still considering.. it was nice of him to tell me not to bcos of work
but.. i duno man.. dis kinda things.. tsk
like u noe.. support a bit?
haii.. dis sucks

death.. life is so fragile..
he was really close to her..
these feelings seem so recent.
lets hope god will receive her in heaven.
and hope dat God will console his family.

bring on the statistics!

!~weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!

today cant get any more exciting den it already is! haa =P
dragged myself outta bed as usual in an attempt to find some articles for OE grp.

also, ltr at 1.30pm i is got Statistical Package for Social Sciences Class!
doesnt it sound so exciting?! =)

simply cant wait!
so thrilling and interesting!

nonetheless, i got my essay done, submitted, end of story.
next individual assignment is called my law essays.
kaoz. mayb shall seek some help frm that lawyer cuzy of mine.
he shud make himself more useful to me for a change.

ok so i shall get busy - get down to lookin for articles.
take care all

Sunday, August 14, 2005

bad mood

today's mood has been pretty dreadful and awful all day so far
my essay is nearly done now - last minute work sucks
i know but cant help it - what's done is done
some work is better den no work

best part is - how come i'm so stupid to not realise earlier dat i do not have enough references?
i feel like such a fool rite now

wad's done cant be undone i suppose.
shit.
no use crying over spilt milk
so i'm sulking and struggling to finish up the damn essay
its due tmr

thanks to alex
at dis pt in time, i still got him on msn
managed to ask him for some tips
he even read my essay for me
luckily it makes sense to him

jus hope to get at least a credit for this
lets hope my monday tmr wont b such a dreadful one

Saturday, August 13, 2005

Faith Hope and Charity

when u believe in Jesus Christ u are known as a CHRISTIAN.

ever wondered what is left of the word if u were to remove the CHRIST?

u will be left with IAN.

wad does this IAN stand for?

I AM NOTHING.

therefore, moral of the story is... without CHRIST, I AM NOTHING.

good day

i got to speak with my cuzy today! thanks to beefy (herbert)
my brother made my day!

he surprised us by getting a calling card so that we cud call grace.
he's so thotful
i miss my cuzy so much

the moment i heard her voice i knew she wasnt all dat far away
she sounded great as always
hearing her jus made everything alrite again

i'm so glad we got to have a little chat with u cuz
dun worry, since u get free incoming, we'll try calling u when we call u ;)

u'll always be missed by each and everyone of us
take care sunshine

geeeezzzzzz


smile! ure on candid camera! =P

wad cud beefy be up to?


sneaky guy over dere... hmmmmm
me sipping on my lovely hot cuppa latte
dat same faithful saturday we called my loveliest cuzy

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

my 1st submission

weeeeeeeeeeee................
1 load down quite a lot more to go! haa!

cant wait til i submit my individual essay cos dat wud mean dat i've completed it.
of which until now, i havent even done half!
*sigh* damn difficult..
oh well...

so today's my 1st submission of dis semester! :)
OE the most difficult one yet 1st to be submitted.
nvm at least it was team effort.
Sharon is right. one wud feel more responsible for work done when he/she is working in a team as compared to working alone. cos when u work alone, dere's no motivation.. nobody to brain storm along wif u, argue (in a gd way) abt ideas and share jokes & experiences.


MOR seems tough. it is tough. dats y i find no motivation to do it on my own.
everyone of us are struggling our way out. *sigh*

i'm sure god will make a way when dere seems to be no way.
yup. ok. dis will all be over soon.
my grades are in God's hands. so i shall jus do my best and let God do the rest.
worrying aint gonna get me anywhere..

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

It's National Day!

Happy Birthday everyone! =P

visited an aunt in hospital today.. she fell in church n has a slight fracture in one of the bones in her back.
and worst part is she has osteoperosis.
so women & ladies out dere who dun drink milk, BEWARE!

btw in case some of u duno, Osteoperosis is the case of brittle bones.
probability of it occuring in women is higher den in men.
also, it has the highest chance of occurance in a woman esp during her menopausing yrs.
so pls be careful even when ure young, take lotsa calcium & tk care.
bcos once u fracture a bone, it'll b a nagging pain for life.

so anyone watched NDP? watched a lil earlier.. sia la. GOH is the Commandos dis yr.
haii.. useless.. after duno how many times den finally again.
but the fight is intense la i must say between Guards and Commandos.
tink the commandos' "power" is dying... haa

so ok i can hardly c any hunky dories.. BUT!
i spoted the NDU (Navy) unit!!
i say......................... ROCKS!
wow.. dem in the white uniform.... wow......................
oh well i can only dream...

ok so i'm suppose to be doing my damn essay now of which i only typed the outline thus far.
tsk.
bloody unproductive today.. duno why..

drove my parents frm hm to expo for brunch today den frm expo to east shore hospital.
seems like my parking has improved slightly today.
i somehow tink i drive a lil better wifout my dad ard..
tsk.
but den agn i tink he nag much lesser den when my sis 1st drove.
poor ol' sis.
always kena the shit.
haa! :p
but that makes her who she is. intelligent, swift, decisive and my gd ol' sis ;)

sis is comin back frm Phuket tmr nite & i gotta go pick her :)
i love goin to the airport at nite! hee.
so fun! but jus hope i wont hav to go along.. mayb try to drag my mummy along..
dad can stay hm and kunz cos afterall he's got work the next morning.
sis is arrivin ard 2300hrs.

oh! did i forget to mention.
my daddy has gotten himself a new car.
which means by end sept or so! lyd's gonna hav her own car!!
*gasp*
but den again... i dun want to have to be reliant on the car.. dats not a gd thing..
travelling to sch by public-king aint so bad la
a mth has passed and i aint complaining.. :)

so we shall see how the situation goes la..
oh btw dad got a manual car so guess he & my sis will be using it.
i mayb sometimes so i dun loose touch of my skills.
BUT i tink i'll stick to the auto, cos 1stly its easier, 2ndly, i have gotten the hang of it alr.
so i'm cool wif it. yup.

Monday, August 08, 2005

blog lag

haha it's been 6days since i last updated my blog!! -__-

oh wellzzz... cant blame me.. i sa such a busy girl.. =P
anyway.. so updates frm my previous entry on 02Aug..
alex & i have almost (95%) completed our pair report!
damn dat chan lai huat.
well jus hope dat it'll turn out jus fine. perhaps a distinction wud be great! ;P
hee.
*keeps fingers crossed*

ok so tmr is National Day... BUT i is got work to do!
a 2000words essay due on 15Aug.
luckily more or less got a lil draft out alr. but haiiya.. duno y i procrastinating..
mayb cos i duno how to do?
damn shit. so unlucky din manage to find any references frm anyone..
sianzzz..

i'm feeling so exhausted rite now.. but still got stuff to do. anyway tmr's a holiday so guess i'll slp in. haa.
got to visit a church aunt in hospital tho.
hmm.. i miss driving too..

oh oh! i must say dis.. wow
i saw so many eye candies on the mrt dis morning when i was on my way to sch!
wow wow wow.
abt 6 or 7 of em' siting opposite me...
tann skin... bald heads... slpy look..
so poor thing la.. but cute sia!
good for me to look look see see la.. best part is i got down before dem.
hee. haii.. y my sch got no good lookin guys one...
wasted.

but i must say so far, i only made one single trip into ngee ann poly for lunch.
my gdness. dat poly is gigantic man! like 10times bigger den TP sia.
totally got lost.
had to wait for alex's fren who studies at the other end of ngee ann to come get us to bring us to the apparently "most happening" canteen in the entire sch.
canteen 1.
tell u.. step into the canteen n u'll b instantly spoilt for choice.
they got all sorts of food at student prices!
dey got the tako poachi balls thingy, muah chi, cup corn, malay, indian, chinese, japanese, western food. one stall selling fruits and one drink stall.
huge canteen man. jus great.
love dat place. will be sure to visit dere again!

also. at ngee ann's canteen.. everyone noes dey r De best at mass comm.
they certainly do live up to it i'm sure.
while i was dere, i had the chance to listen to them broadcast the news, and play music.
great. simply well done. unlike useless CMM pple frm TP..
utter disgrace.

such a torture to have to listen to Media Biz Radio.. eeeeeeee... pls lor...
dun even play nice songs, n best is cant even speak properly. haii
duno wtf they learn also. girls learnt to b sluts and steal pple's bfs.. haha

okok lets not go dere...
eh ya so sim life isnt all dat bad la.
still coping fine wif the pressure. jus a lil worried abt exams.. damn alot to study and answer.
but dat's another story for another time..

peace out.

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Agenda for today

am abt to head to the shower to get ready to meet chan in TP for our OE meeting.
its called we signed up for TP library membership so must maximise use.
anyways the book collection dere is happening man.
the next few hrs r crucial.
make it or break it.
haha okok so i m exagerrating... =P

lets hope all works out well for us..

if i make it alive tonite i shall tell u the outcome of our meeting.

peace out.
have a good day all.

guess who popped by for a surprise visit!!?
haha kk mayb it aint so surprising after all cos she did tell me she was coming... =P
dis is michelle chia.. my tourism coursemate/project mate back in sem 6 :)
she dropped by SIM to sign up for the RMIT course too.

my lovely grp mates for MOR..
can u believe i'm the youngest in the WHOLE grp!!??
i'm not EVEN 20!!
these girls are 21 already...

this is my lecture hall frm where i was siting which was right at the back of the LT
this fits my class size perfectly. tho there were a couple of seats per row not filled.
to my left and right got more rows la but cant fit the whole "pic" into my camera.. so ya dis will do haa

thought of the moment

currently listening to: If ure not the one

currently thinking: i must make time for my cuzy no matter what

Monday, August 01, 2005

classic song for a classic mood

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The hardest thing I’ve ever done Is keep believing
There’s someone in this crazy world For me
The way that people come and go Thru temporary lives
My chance could come and I might never know
I used to say no promises, Let’s keep it simple
But freedom only helps you say Good-bye
It took a while for me to learn That nothin’ comes for free
The price I’ve paid is high enough for me

I know I need to be in love
I know I’ve wasted too much time
I know I ask perfection of A quite imperfect world
And fool enough to think that’s What I’ll find

So here I am with pockets full Of good intentions
But none of them will comfort me Tonight
I’m wide awake at four a.m. Without a friend in sight
Hanging on a hope but I’m alright


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